notes things to say/

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@@ -81,8 +81,6 @@ Deprivation
     * Affecting my mental health and well-being
 
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-TODO
-
 14:37 Aaron prohibited from entering.
 14:38 informed them i have autism and request his attendance.
 14:41 thagadur thanks, remind aaron of confidentiality
@@ -214,7 +212,10 @@ L: but did you notice he refused to answer my questions "what evidence do
 you have of psychosis / hypchondria?"
 
 15:18 notified them in writing that i have earned EUR 20,000 in the
-past 3 weeks, and i am NOT homeless.
+past 3 weeks, and i am NOT homeless. met Erika in corridor, said
+something like "how did i do?" she said something like "good performance"
+but i am not sure if this was a joke or if she was implying i was not
+"serious" - i.e. the implication is **i was acting** (!!!!!)
 
 A: "i know where he is going with that. you lost your job and your home
 therefore you are psychotic".  they *should* understand that anyone is
@@ -243,4 +244,27 @@ forgot to note: meanwhile i am forced medication when there is risk of death
 due to violent reaction. ONE HOUR coughing up and spitting out white flegm.
 requested other doctors present to look it up.
 
+Aaron: how intimidating to have that many people. invite for a meeting and
+have a group.
+
+L: when i SPECIFICALLY told them in writing, in my notes on Tuesday,
+that i prefer and am comfortable only with small numbers of people because
+i feel threatened!
+
+A: that's why they do it - because they want people to feel threatened and
+small. (push their agenda - less likely to disagree, if they are backing
+each other up).
+
+L: that's why i took notes...
+
+Aaron: in his head, "someone raising their voice is abusing HIM".
+fxxxxg clowns.
+
+L: observation that they may have been thinking i was "acting".
+ Erika would not have stated that if it had not been discussed
+ during the meeting.
+
+15:34
+
+Aaron spotted nurse that laughed about the abuse going on in Hants MH